Um, WOW???

So, the pregnancy has been great. Still no sickness. Life is good. Everything is great. Then BAM. Amazing how one phone call can change your whole world. Many of you know, and I think I have mentioned, that we started the process of adopting. And it fell through. Well, the lawyer called me today. We are the only option for this child, unless he goes into DHR custody. We wouldnt be adopting him, at least not right now. It would be "temporary" custody. We have to make the decision by tomorrow morning. Levette said no automatically. He said he doesnt want to deal with the stress of the people involved. I know he is worried about me. But I cant say no. My heart wont let me. I want to just call the lawyer back and say YES! But I know that we have to make this decision together. And God has to guide that decision. He would be in our house around Thanksgiving. If you are reading this before the decision has to be made, please pray for God to lead us to the right choice, or shall I say, for us to listen to God leading us to the right choice.