I can not believe that I am 10 weeks already!! Most of my clothes arent fitting now :( But my dear husband is taking me shopping tonight for some new stuff! Yeah for a nice husband!!! This may sound crazy, but I am not feeling pregnant this week. I cant explain it. Its like, is this for real or was I just making it all up? I am ready to go to the dr in 2 weeks so I have more proof!! lol. Is that normal?
So, as I posted on Thursday, we had a big decision to make. I didnt call the lawyer on Friday because I still didnt know the answer. So, I took the weekend to think and pray some more. I finally came to the conclusion that we just couldnt do it. Levette was already against it, for mine and the baby's sake. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that emotionally, physically, mentally and financially, we just couldnt do it. The dad called me last night, and I told him our answer. I cried. I went to Nan's and cried to her. I had felt so at peace with our answer but I felt so horrible saying it out loud. But everyone thinks that it is for the best. My heart doesnt hurt as badly today, but it still sucks that we had to say no.
We are getting into a busy season with all of the holidays coming up. I am super excited about it all. Thanksgiving will be the first time to see most of the family since we announced we were pregnant. I think that a few of my aunts and uncles still dont know. It will be exciting to see everyone and be happy together with the wonderful news of our family addition. We have so much to be thankful for, not just this year, but every year. But more this year since we have our little miracle coming in just 30 short weeks!!
I cant wait to start on the nursery. As soon as Christmas is over we will start. My sister will have to come down since she is the artist. I want the nursery to be bright and cheerful and stimulating. I dont want to have to change it up in a couple of years. I want to get to leave it as is until we have another child. Then, Zoe/Levi will be moved into the big room (unless we have moved by then).
We have of course been buying baby clothes over the years. Everytime the clothes of the passing season go on sale, we buy a few things for boys and girls. I mean, we have enough nieces and nephews that somebody will wear them one day lol. Mom got the cutest Santa outfit last year, but its for a girl. Maybe this year we will find one for a boy. :)
Well, I guess that I dont have anything else to say. I will probably write again when I go to my dr in 2 weeks. They will be doing blood work and all that day :( But they will also be scheduling THE ultrasound!!! And then of course I will probably write after Thanksgiving as well. If I dont post before then, everyone have a FABULOUS Thanksgiving. Give God thanks for everything in your life. Love yall!!!!
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