I can not believe that Christmas has come and gone!! I got my "white Christmas" though. Yeah!! :) We got to spend lots of time with my family. And we will get to see his family this weekend, since Jackie and Kyndall were in Virginia for Christmas.
So, I have had a dream that the baby was a boy. And I had a dream that we had twins! Oh my! lol. Whatever we are having, I am blessed beyond what I deserve. I am just happy to finally be pregnant and have had a wonderful worry free pregnancy thus far.
I know that some people that read this blog are going through the "same" problems that I did. Not necessarily the same medically, but the same as in, you want it so badly and you just don't understand why it hasn't come yet. I know that it is frustrating and upsetting. And you get so annoyed when people ask you when, when when. But I promise, that God has it all under control. He knows when the time is right. He has something special in store for each and every one of you. It is so hard to remember and grasp that sometimes, but it is the truth.
The doctors don't always know everything that they think they know. God is the ultimate doctor! And if for some reason it really isn't meant for you to actually "produce" a child, that doesn't mean that you cant be a mother. There are so many children that do not have families and you could be that child's only hope for one. Adoption is still in our future. As is being foster parents later in life.
This blog is being written for a few reasons. The first being that everyone in my family (that includes my friends) can keep up with me and the baby without me having to call everyone about every little thing. But the most important reason is for encouragement for those that are going through the hardships of trying to conceive. If we aren't there for each other, then who can be? I mean of course our families, and friends and husbands will be, but they do not understand. No one can understand, except for another woman going through the same thing. So, if you ever need to talk, you know where to find me!! Love to all.
And HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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